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I watched the Adolescence of Utena movie today. It's really really really weird. Characters are different than in the series; there is no lightness of mood in any part; the thing about the car really is true. But I liked it, I liked the look of it, all the design changes.

I'm just working away, school stuff, etc. Talking to Ragdoll. There used to be Stuff To Do Online; what happened to all of it? Sometimes I feel like I really have reached The End of the Internet.

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I hate PMS for its headaches and sagging misery.

If I could cease to exist at the moment and wake up again in a few days feeling perky, I would go for it in an instant. I am not depressed, I just feel nothing. A gnawing uncertain hole. Stupid hormones are playing tricks on my brain and I know it and I hate it. and my head hurts. explosions.

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stop me oh oh oh stop me
stop me if you think that you've heard this one before...
nothing's changed, i still love you, oh i still love you...
only slightly, only slightly less than i used to, my love...

it's just in my head. it's not for anyone.

i have to mail packages today. and then go to one friend's house tonight. i'd really rather be hanging out with certain other friends, but they are busy, and this friend and i have a project to finish together. it's OK, she's cool. i feel coffee[house]-deprived, but i'll get over it.

i've also become addicted to christmas candy, which is unfortunate because i have no self-control in the matter and am eating too much of it and feel all crappy. the chocolate-orange slices are gone, the chocolate-covered lebkuchen is gone, the cinnamon and strawberry candy canes are not faring well.

but i got lots of stuff accomplished last night.
so at least i'm a good example for myself in some areas.