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Feb. 7th, 2001 11:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verbminxWell, I got my four-plus-change hours of sleep and made it to my haircut. I think I have a mushroom, but that's probably just the way she styled it... I always style the sides to either the back or the front, not the sides.
After my appointment, went to dinner at the OG (which wasn't actually all that yum) and finally picked up my scanner and cam at Best Buy. Also got a silly game called Sheep, and some new summery stuff from Ross (the cutest is a red hoodie with 2/3 sleeves that have monkeys and kanji on them).
Came home and went for the walk. I was able to work up to a decent burn tonight but still can't handle more than 10 seconds of wall-sitting yet. Went further tonight than I've gone since starting this program... covered a few more blocks. The sky was very bright and clear and it was cool outside without being cold.
Back at the casa, I logged online to read about all the interesting things that have happened today, like some schlub brandishing the gun before he made it into the White House. No surprises there. I wonder how many attempts The Shrub will rack up? There has to be some kind of list of data about attempts... I wonder which prez has had the most attempts on his life?
WB dropped me a line today and I just wrote back, which took a while. I find myself being a bit angsty and wanting to open up to him, but he's busy & we're not that close & I don't feel right about it. All the stuff I'm worried about is education/career stuff and feeling like I have a million things to do and no time to do any of it. I used to have someone in my life who was super-reassuring about that sort of thing, but for various (good) reasons we aren't in touch anymore... and that support is the major thing I really miss about him. Not that my other friends -aren't- supportive, just that reassurance from specific quarters is sometimes more soothing than that from others.
Mmm, I am going to wash my face and do a little bit of homework and go to sleep.
I'm going to expand to fill myself while I sleep.
I feel like there are little emptinesses inside, like things have shrunken.
I have to fill them again with blood and air, energy and aspiration.
I have to not trip and fall inside.
Something under my skin has a skinned knee and a pout and I feel her tugging and dragging insistently at my sleeve.
After my appointment, went to dinner at the OG (which wasn't actually all that yum) and finally picked up my scanner and cam at Best Buy. Also got a silly game called Sheep, and some new summery stuff from Ross (the cutest is a red hoodie with 2/3 sleeves that have monkeys and kanji on them).
Came home and went for the walk. I was able to work up to a decent burn tonight but still can't handle more than 10 seconds of wall-sitting yet. Went further tonight than I've gone since starting this program... covered a few more blocks. The sky was very bright and clear and it was cool outside without being cold.
Back at the casa, I logged online to read about all the interesting things that have happened today, like some schlub brandishing the gun before he made it into the White House. No surprises there. I wonder how many attempts The Shrub will rack up? There has to be some kind of list of data about attempts... I wonder which prez has had the most attempts on his life?
WB dropped me a line today and I just wrote back, which took a while. I find myself being a bit angsty and wanting to open up to him, but he's busy & we're not that close & I don't feel right about it. All the stuff I'm worried about is education/career stuff and feeling like I have a million things to do and no time to do any of it. I used to have someone in my life who was super-reassuring about that sort of thing, but for various (good) reasons we aren't in touch anymore... and that support is the major thing I really miss about him. Not that my other friends -aren't- supportive, just that reassurance from specific quarters is sometimes more soothing than that from others.
Mmm, I am going to wash my face and do a little bit of homework and go to sleep.
I'm going to expand to fill myself while I sleep.
I feel like there are little emptinesses inside, like things have shrunken.
I have to fill them again with blood and air, energy and aspiration.
I have to not trip and fall inside.
Something under my skin has a skinned knee and a pout and I feel her tugging and dragging insistently at my sleeve.
