accomplished. anxious. inclement.
Feb. 6th, 2001 03:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verbminxploo.
I am feeling so zombiefied today that I just turned down a nice dinner at the Olive Garden. Perhaps I will change my mind. Fried Zucchini can make any tired and crampy and achy and zoned and sad young lady turn her frown upside-down. I just do not at the moment feel like moving more than five feet in any direction. Five feet is an optimistic estimate.
I got all of my school packet request forms sent in... now I just have to cool my heels until they arrive. I should be getting five or six of them. I'm somewhat concerned that I'll have to take the SATs again. My scores were very very good (I was a wanktastic overachiever in high school, when I was more motivated), and I'm somewhat afraid that I will have problems with the math section, or be forced to do SAT-2 tests on things I haven't studied in years. (do they even have one for Latin? i haven't done any science in 3 years or math in 2. no foreign language since 1994. etc.)
This is all making me angsty. Not a lot of time to get everything done. I hate stress and pressure and it seems like there is always so much to be done at any one time.
I also checked out airfare prices for my trip. If I went on certain dates it would cost like $10 less, but to travel any day of the week I can get a ticket for about $170. That's pretty good. I haven't completely selected dates, but I think I'll be there from around the 23-31 of March, give or take a day in either direction. Autumn and I, both sicklings who tire easily, are trying to plan low-stress outings.
Right now I just want to curl up under the down comforter and hug Mokey and cry myself to sleep***, but... I just shouldn't, I have too much stuff I need to do.
***I'm not really sure why I want to cry, because I'm not sad... just stressed and tired and achy. Figure that one out. (I mean, I know the reasons, I just don't feel like listing them for myself. When you have a cold or flu or something, it's easy to forget that you have a chronic illness underlying it, because the unusual amounts of coughing and snot overshadow everything else. & I always forget how miserable I am a few days into Being A Girl. Oh, the novelty. I think I will shut up now.)
I am feeling so zombiefied today that I just turned down a nice dinner at the Olive Garden. Perhaps I will change my mind. Fried Zucchini can make any tired and crampy and achy and zoned and sad young lady turn her frown upside-down. I just do not at the moment feel like moving more than five feet in any direction. Five feet is an optimistic estimate.
I got all of my school packet request forms sent in... now I just have to cool my heels until they arrive. I should be getting five or six of them. I'm somewhat concerned that I'll have to take the SATs again. My scores were very very good (I was a wanktastic overachiever in high school, when I was more motivated), and I'm somewhat afraid that I will have problems with the math section, or be forced to do SAT-2 tests on things I haven't studied in years. (do they even have one for Latin? i haven't done any science in 3 years or math in 2. no foreign language since 1994. etc.)
This is all making me angsty. Not a lot of time to get everything done. I hate stress and pressure and it seems like there is always so much to be done at any one time.
I also checked out airfare prices for my trip. If I went on certain dates it would cost like $10 less, but to travel any day of the week I can get a ticket for about $170. That's pretty good. I haven't completely selected dates, but I think I'll be there from around the 23-31 of March, give or take a day in either direction. Autumn and I, both sicklings who tire easily, are trying to plan low-stress outings.
Right now I just want to curl up under the down comforter and hug Mokey and cry myself to sleep***, but... I just shouldn't, I have too much stuff I need to do.
***I'm not really sure why I want to cry, because I'm not sad... just stressed and tired and achy. Figure that one out. (I mean, I know the reasons, I just don't feel like listing them for myself. When you have a cold or flu or something, it's easy to forget that you have a chronic illness underlying it, because the unusual amounts of coughing and snot overshadow everything else. & I always forget how miserable I am a few days into Being A Girl. Oh, the novelty. I think I will shut up now.)
