verbminx

Thanks for understanding...it definitely sounds like you have a history of creepy Houseguests. I'm sorry and I didn't know that that was the main source of your problems with her. I'm not saying--in case you got that vibe--that people who are mentally ill shouldn't be responsible for their actions; it sounds like this person has done a lot of crappy things even when she had full control over herself. When I vent in my journal, people usually get furious at me. I have, due to various entries about depression, been threatened with lawsuits and had an ex's mother show up here, on campus, and physically corner me against a wall so as to yell at me; . Maybe just the wrong people were reading, but I guess I just have this idea, even though I don't think it's necessarily right, that there is understood to be some level of self-censorship on LJ that people should aspire to, 'cause that's what a lot of the people I know in real life have demanded from me. Thanks for not being totally mad...I am sorry I got so upset. I was just talking last night with someone about how sick, slow and stupid my medicine makes me, and how I have no choice but to take it because of the situation the ex forced me into, and then I woke up and saw this... I guess I should have just kept it to myself. I showed what I wrote to a friend beforehand and while I'm not trying to shove any blame on her, she said it was okay so I didn't think it was that out of line. As usual, about everything, I am wrong.