verbminx

I guess I meant that... lately it takes a specific possibility to make me even remotely interested in a relationship. Lately I kinda like my life, the immaturity of it, whereas normally I'm often railing against it. but I know that this isn't necessarily healthy, either. I dunno. I was really tired when I wrote that entry and talking a lot of crap. It's not that it's not how I feel, it's that I have this fog - whether induced by illness, SSRIs, general personal vagueness, I don't know - this fog that keeps me from really figuring out what I want and... everything just sounds like it takes so much energy. and i don't have much energy. I should start going to the Aquatic Pilates classes at the gym... ;)