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the pink deermousehorse is my default for now. because i'm using it all the time anyway.

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soooooo sick. so sick. argh. i am not loving this. i can barely make it between rooms. i'm drinking lots of water and eating lots of carrot sticks. *sniff*
i want to go back to sleep soon but that probably is NOT a good idea.
so i'll stay up at least through cowboy bebop.

even though i'm shaking like a leaf. or a chihuahua.

also, i feel like a stolid dutch girl with bad hair and skin and ten extra pounds. which isn't really the truth, it's just how i feel, physically, very awkward to be me right now. it's all a part of the illness package. i want to go live in some other body.

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Latest grandma news: during the surgery on Saturday they found that it was a tumor blocking her bile duct (however, my genius uncles didn't think to ask whether it was benign or malignant). Not a stone as they expected. The surgeons did not remove it because they didn't think she'd survive the operation, so they added some kind of drainage or bypass thingie. She's going back to the nursing home tomorrow but really just wants to go back to her house.

*sigh*

I am feeling slightly marginally better after eating some carrot sticks and drinking some raspberry Emergen-C. But not enough. I wrote an email to my figure drawing teacher to explain that I've mostly been sleeping all weekend and don't know how much I will have done tomorrow night (which is our technical final day, but I actually have through the end of the week).