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Jun. 3rd, 2001 07:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verbminxI want fried chicken so badly right now.
and I'm thinking about lots of things. planning. plotting even. nothing to do with fried chicken.
I took a shower and I realized that... I'm never going to be immersed in any particular subculture again. Why? Well, because I'm 25. Old habits die hard, and it's a late age to be a newbie to... whatever. I tend to go out looking, as I've said, either like a Japanese teenager or a pin-up wannabe. I listen to equal parts jazz/swing and alt-rock/synth of the last 20 years or so, with a few other things thrown in, mostly early music. I'm never going to look like a perfect anything (IE swing, rockabilly, punk, etc) girl. Just perfectly me.
and I think this is a good thing. being a newbie in any scene sucks. having an identity that doesn't conform to expected norms in taste is good. having some... complexity, and some surprises in you. i am full of surprises, and secrets even, things i never say here. there are so many things that I know how to do or that I love that I keep to myself. I want to bring them out gradually because I want certain people to think that I am miraculous.
anyway... I am plotting my escape**. It will involve some work and some magic. Keep your fingers crossed for me, knock on wood, lend me your lucky pennies. I will provide what alchemy I can and maybe everything will explode into bloom at just the right time to save me from myself.
but first, fried chicken!
**from florida, dear ones. no need to worry about my material person or sanity. i simply want to make a lot of situational changes in a relatively short time.
and I'm thinking about lots of things. planning. plotting even. nothing to do with fried chicken.
I took a shower and I realized that... I'm never going to be immersed in any particular subculture again. Why? Well, because I'm 25. Old habits die hard, and it's a late age to be a newbie to... whatever. I tend to go out looking, as I've said, either like a Japanese teenager or a pin-up wannabe. I listen to equal parts jazz/swing and alt-rock/synth of the last 20 years or so, with a few other things thrown in, mostly early music. I'm never going to look like a perfect anything (IE swing, rockabilly, punk, etc) girl. Just perfectly me.
and I think this is a good thing. being a newbie in any scene sucks. having an identity that doesn't conform to expected norms in taste is good. having some... complexity, and some surprises in you. i am full of surprises, and secrets even, things i never say here. there are so many things that I know how to do or that I love that I keep to myself. I want to bring them out gradually because I want certain people to think that I am miraculous.
anyway... I am plotting my escape**. It will involve some work and some magic. Keep your fingers crossed for me, knock on wood, lend me your lucky pennies. I will provide what alchemy I can and maybe everything will explode into bloom at just the right time to save me from myself.
but first, fried chicken!
**from florida, dear ones. no need to worry about my material person or sanity. i simply want to make a lot of situational changes in a relatively short time.
