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May. 27th, 2001 07:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
verbminxlolling around the house all day... is it really 7PM already? *blink*
tonight i plan to accomplish things, along with some classic rump-sitting. I'm almost finished with Underground. Still have Billy Elliott to watch. not to mention Jonathan Creek... it must be limey night.
i wish i felt like doing creative things right now. no writing. no design. no drawing. precious little textile work, and what i do, i do by rote. this has to be the stupid CFIDS brainfog at work. maybe i'll get a little inspired just by sorting through things. i bought more storage stuff last night. it should help.
i am listening to my mother argue with her mother on the phone... well, argument isn't the right word. She's sort of corrective. My grandmother is still in the hospital, in a recovery ward where she has physical therapy every day. My mother is currently debating my grandfather's controlling nature with her. My grandmother is saying that's the way it should be, bible god blah blah fucking blah, and my mother is debating bible cant with her. "No, he's not supposed to control you, he's supposed to protect you and treat you like an equal." etc. she is trying to get my grandmother to revoke the power of attorney my grandfather has. he has parkinsons disease and is barely functional and competent; he also has a mistress. he let my grandmother go for 7 months with a broken hip, deciding that she was exaggerating her pain to get out of doing her part around the house.
oh, this is a big mess. such a negative unhealthy situation. i want to have good relationships and the examples set before me are so bad. i also need to rediscover my relationship with the comma and other fine points of english grammar!
tonight i plan to accomplish things, along with some classic rump-sitting. I'm almost finished with Underground. Still have Billy Elliott to watch. not to mention Jonathan Creek... it must be limey night.
i wish i felt like doing creative things right now. no writing. no design. no drawing. precious little textile work, and what i do, i do by rote. this has to be the stupid CFIDS brainfog at work. maybe i'll get a little inspired just by sorting through things. i bought more storage stuff last night. it should help.
i am listening to my mother argue with her mother on the phone... well, argument isn't the right word. She's sort of corrective. My grandmother is still in the hospital, in a recovery ward where she has physical therapy every day. My mother is currently debating my grandfather's controlling nature with her. My grandmother is saying that's the way it should be, bible god blah blah fucking blah, and my mother is debating bible cant with her. "No, he's not supposed to control you, he's supposed to protect you and treat you like an equal." etc. she is trying to get my grandmother to revoke the power of attorney my grandfather has. he has parkinsons disease and is barely functional and competent; he also has a mistress. he let my grandmother go for 7 months with a broken hip, deciding that she was exaggerating her pain to get out of doing her part around the house.
oh, this is a big mess. such a negative unhealthy situation. i want to have good relationships and the examples set before me are so bad. i also need to rediscover my relationship with the comma and other fine points of english grammar!
