I now have strange visions of you tunneling out of Florida like someone in a bad P.O.W. film or prison escape movie. Not that it's a bad thing. Don't worry about the subcultural stuff -- I've been the same way for years. It used to worry me (that I was not a perfect enough punk/goth/scifi geek etc.) but then realised it just shows that I'm multi-faceted and an individual which is NOT a bad thing. Someday there will be a Cult of Verbminx with everyone trying to be a wannabe you. That is the subculture you want to stoke! :-)